There have been a number a changes happening in my life this month, and its not even at the half way point.
I'm no longer an collegiate member of my sorority, which was been a huge part of my life for the last 3 years. Friday I had my last even with them, I am now fully an alumnae.
The best job I have ever had closed, hopefully to reopen but currently on hiatus. The people I met there have become like a family to me. They've inspired me, they've encouraged me, they've teased me, and they've made that last year so great. My heart broke when I got the news.
I've moved back in with my parents. I didn't want to, I still don't want to be living here. But ultimately its going to be for the best. I don't have to stress about making rent, I have a chance to catch back up on my finances and I can start saving money for my big move next year.
I don't usually do well with change. I can barely handle one big change in my life, let alone three. While it's all a little (extremely) overwhelming, I'm fighting through. I'm not going to let these things get the best of me.
Yes I need to reevaluate my life and what I'm going to do the next year to keep myself from going back to the person I was three years ago. I know that because of the things that are no longer with me I'm a much stronger person, and much more determined.
God this all just goes to show that I really am growing up. Gross.
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