For the last...I don't know 4 months? I've been in a depressive funk.
I actually hadn't realized how long it had lasted until I was out.
It ended just this last Wednesday.
I know that because it was the first time in a very long time that I didn't feel hopeless.
I had actually forgotten what it felt like to not be ruled by my depression and anxiety.
I've actually started to use the word clear to indicate that I'm out, because everything is clear.
Its like I've been living with this fog over everything and it sucked. I can breathe again. I can see again. Hell I can feel things again.
I hope this lasts. I enjoy it, feeling normal. Though I wish it had happened a little bit earlier because now its finals week and I'm realizing just what I have to get done.
